I’ve never been more lost in my life. I keep moving place to place and I have no idea what i am supposed to be doing. I make my mother cry and I feel like a bad kid. I feel so confused…so lost. I dont even know where to begin. Who am I anymore? I feel like I dont care. I really let myself go and I am trying to find me again but how long will it be until I can? I wish you were listening god. I feel so empty.
I haven’t figured out what I want to do with my life yet and I am so confused. I don’t know where to start at all and I cant disappoint my mother. Life seems to be going by so quickly and I need to pick up the pace as well. Where will i end up? I am very unsure of many things myself included. I dont know what I am doing and I wish I did. I feel really lost and I dont feel like I have much of a purpose. Life goes on but I hope it goes on well. I cant stop thinking of the past sometimes, I wish I could just re live my kid days again. I am not that old but being 20 is crazy and I need to really pull it together and get focused.
